Yesterday, a student from that class left school. 

Today, another fellow classmate left halfway. So happened that I saw him during recess time and had a chat with him. Hence discovering all sorts of things. 

It disturbed me so much. Typical me, especially during this phase of the month (heh): tears flowed (not in front of the student. Once I sensed those tears brimming in my eyes, I quickly turned the other way n waved him off).

In the staff room, again I cried. Yaa Rabb. Yes I'm disappointed and kinda surprised. And felt helpless. I'm so inexperienced... How to help them? Despite knowing parts of their dark secrets, I still care for them. Perhaps so much that it hurt me not to be able to do much to bring them out of those 'darkness'.

I really wish I can help help them. Inspire them (hah! me.. Inspiring boys -_-" that's a bit far-fetched, no?).

Ya Allah Please Help Me. Guide them. Help and Guide us all! :'(