Monday, April 13, 2015
My Muhsinin & Muhsinat
24 Jumadal Ukhra 1436H

Firstly, i just realised that Rejab is sooooo near!! Rejab, which Anisah Tamara once described as the pre-Ramadhan camp & training month! 

and here I am, still trying to get a good grip on various tasks, clearing the 'mess' bit by bit...

Takut sibuk sangat dengan 'tugas-tugas' ni, alpa akan hubungan denganNya. Bekalan di Sana.. >.<"

...

Just few minutes ago, I officially closed & deleted both my محسنين and محسنات whatsapp groups - the groups I opened early 2014 as the platform to discuss things related to al-Ihsan (humanitarian) CCA club of Madrasah Aljunied Al-Islamiah. The club I've been associated with since my first year in Aljunied.
Starting from 2015 though, I'm no longer in-charge of it since I was selected (-_-) to be part of the JMS Team instead. Allahul Musta'an~

And so when I announced of the imminent closure, the members of the 2014 group (some are also not part of the 2015 club) flooded the group with sad-faced and teary-emojis and all... Haha.
Surely I'll also miss sharing with all of you those forwarded reminders, motivational posters & advices (for the self especially) :')

Nevertheless, this is the nature of the dunya.
The temporal dunya, where nothing lasts forever.
Except good deeds (':

#كونوا_محسنين_دائماً
فإن رحمة الله قريب من المحسنين (':

Oh, and here are the last advices I shared with my dear muhsiniin:


"Akhir kata sblm group ini ditutup, izinkan ana berkongsi beberapa peringatan buat diri sendiri khususnya & kpd antum yg dikasihi:

🔹 hati-hati dengan apa yg kita suka, krn المرءُ مع مَن أحبّ 

🔹 لا تَحْقِرَنَّ مِن المعروف شيئاً
Usah meremehkan suatu kebaikan walau sekecil manapun ia (pd pandangan kita). mungkin shj ganjarannya Hebat di sisiNya :')

🔹 ghaddul basar, ghaddul basar, ghaddul basar! 

🔹 jaga niat

✨ Moga segala yg kita buat, diredhaiNya.
Moga Rasulullah ﷺ bangga punya kita sbg umatnya 😭"

(The one for the muhsinaat, I added some details for the 1st point, abt adoring artists so much -for example- that we might be gathered with them during the Day of Judgement, instead of being with Rasulullah ﷺ...
TAKUTnye! Wal'iyadzubillah..
And instead of 'ghaddul basar', i mentioned "jaga lidah, jaga mata, jaga niat" and omit the last point. 

(Most) Women are more prone to be reckless when it comes to guarding the tongue, yes? #sadtruth 

As for the boys (majority in the grp are 19 year olds), ghaddul basar 3x. 
Bila mata terjaga, hati pun terpelihara.

#sayangantumsemua

P.S. Can you figure out the khat below? ;)

 
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Saturday, April 04, 2015
Teringin
Since late 2014, the yearning to perform 'umrah has been quite intense.

I remember reading blog posts of random Muslims I chanced across via the internet. On their 'umrah experiences.

Blissful. Mesmerising. Heart-tugging.

And yesterday (well actually this morning, since i'm composing this entry slightly pass midnight) I saw an attractive 'umrah ad (dahlah cuti sekolah, Ramadhan pulak tu!! Ustz Firdaus Yahya yang bimbing!) that re-ignite that flame of yearning again..

اللهم أكرمني بزيارة الحرمين الشريفين، والمسجد الأقصى وتريم
:'((

#MyKhad
#MusykilahMahram

 
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Friday, April 03, 2015
2 weeks later...
13 Jumaadal Ukhra 1436H

Almost 2 weeks after ayah left us, there was the second MA convo held at the Singapore Islamic Hub yesterday. 24 of us. Masters in Arabic Language Education.
May Allah Ta'ala Accept our effort, Bless the 'ilm that He had granted us, and Guide us to practise what He taught us. ameen (':

Mom wasn't able to attend it due to her 'iddah. 4 months & 10 days. May Allah Ta'ala Grant Mak the Strength to face the upcoming days, and Fill her heart with tranquility & happiness...

...
Caught mom smelling a mashem shirt yesterday. "Baju ayah..", she answered. :')
...

"Ayah walaupun tak reti nak pilih buah-buahan yang bagus, nak juga belikan untuk kita semua di rumah..." 

"Patutlah ayah suka beli makanan bawak balik rumah untuk kita, walau kita tak minta. Ayah dah pernah hidup susah dulu, jadi sekarang dah ada duit sikit, ayah suka belanja anak-anak makan.."

"Ayah walaupun ditegur/dimarah (kerana tidak berpantang dalam makan w/pun ada kencing manis, atau tidak mahu makan ubat doktor), ayah akan diam sahaja..."
Tiada protes. Tiada riak tidak puas hati. Tidak macam kita adik-beradik ni.. :((

Rindunya Ayah~ :'(

Ya Allah, Kurniakanlah Hikmah kepada kami untuk melaksanakan perkara-perkara yang akan membahagiakan kedua ibu-bapa kami. Baik yang masih hidup atau yang telah pergi... 





 
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