Planting month is here..

Slowly, am trying to pick myself up.

Hopefully will be ready latest by Nisf Sya'ban..

"Seorang pendidik itu perlu kuatkan hubungannya dengan Allah!"

Yes, the trials, tensions, rush hourS, exhaustion (weekdays), confusion...

Perhaps are due to my weak submission to Allah Ta'ala.

Depend more on him ya Khadijah.

Let it out to Him, The All-Hearing. The All-Knowing.

Be with Him.

Spend more time with Him.

Think more of Him.

What Pleases Him, not people.

What He Thinks of me, not people.

What He Sees in me that which people do not.

Check your Heart.

Purify your Intentions.

Identify your Priorities.

Plan. Focus. Organise.

then Submit.

to Him, the Almighty.

...

Meanwhile, focus on Mak.

I've so much to learn...

Exactly a week has passed since The Green Light from Mudir :')

To be honest, I was quite surprised as it was much faster and hassle-free than I had expected it to be...

But.

On two conditions : LPs settled n passed on to the relief, and The Sharing later on.

On my part, I still do not want to have my hopes up high just yet. Everything is in HIS Hands, in accordance to HIS Plans.

Gotta continue with husnuz zann, do'a, tajdid niyyah...

And of course, focus on the currect tasks at hand (n in head!) first! 

SA 1 papers for example. And the exercises to prepare students for it.

Each and every class require as much attention as possible... All 11 classes of mine *sobs* 

BantuanMU yaa Rabb!!

...

Last week also marked the week I somehow got hooked to the 8 episodes of Kisah Tok Kadi (haha. padahal tak penting mane kannn). Wasn't interested much in it at first, and only got curious when I chanced across an article in BH (bearing in mind that niwadays I only read the news around twice per MONTH) about ustaz zahid zin advising the crew, etc. 

macam menarik.

dan memang menarik :)) (Altho of course, I still got uneasy during certain scenes, like how the Ustaz went out alone with Siti, the mixed reunion, etc.).

at least smtg different from Suria. heh.

K that's it for now.

not quite actually, bcos there's another heavier issue I want to blog about.

That will have to wait..