Another Friday, meaning almost a week has passed since my return from Malang.
which also means that the thesis was left untouched for the same amt of days....

gotta resume while the momentum still lingers in this Khad insyaAllah.

just a 'lil bit more, Khadijah (':

moga bermanfaat ya Allah... <3

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ODOJ is abt to start real soon (somehow the admin decided to put me in the #2 grp, instead of #3, n was just informed of it minutes ago).

when unexpectedly asked whether or not i'm ready to start in a few days time, i thought to myself: "why not?"
and: "if i were to wait until i'm really 'ready', when will that possibly gonna be??"

not because i'm super confident that i can pull off a juz every single day from that day onwards, but because knowing myself, i know that I Have to Make Time for it. in the hope of getting to fill those mini intervals every now and then (while waiting for the bus/mrt, in the bus/mrt, in queues, before sleep, during recess... and the list goes on (':

banyak lagi masa yang BELUM lagi terisi dgn baik, atau boleh diisi dgn yg LEBIH baik, lalu bagaimanakah dikau menyangka yg dirimu itu 'sibuk'?
dengan apa sibukmu itu wahai Khadijah??


Berkatilah waktu kami...
Redhailah kami ya Allah...

13 Jumaadal Uula 1435H

12/3/14: my first off-day for the year. kind of a 3-in-1 break; to help look after Ayah, to take a rest since I'm beginning to have running nose and if not for this break, it means that i'll be working straight til Sat (Maulid) n then off to Indonesia right the next day... and all the way till end of the school 'holidays'!

PAUSE. inhale.
*phew*

Alhamdulillah... managed to 'break' for a few hours from school-related chores n turned to housechores instead. puas. paling best, bila dpt kasi mak happy (':

رضا الله في رضا الوالدين

... n when I was awaken at 3am by the naughty mosquitos (dia berdengung di telinga gue!), I stayed & managed to settle a part of my thesis, alhamdulillah.

...
Maulid was over. i was kind of counting the days to Alj's maulid, n when it had finally arrived, it felt soooo fast!

gotta start packing for tmr's trip. Alhamdulillah, the flight is delayed.
Can't help feeling nervous. yaaa Rabb. may the work be good enough for them to accept...
tak nak pikir2 sgt lagi psl ni

"Jangan Cintai Seseorang ..
Setinggi Langit Karena Langit Bisa Runtuh

Jangan Cintai Seseorang ..
Sedalam Lautan Karena Lautan Bisa Surut

Jangan Cintai Seseorang ..
Sebesar Dunia Karena Dunia Bisa Hancur

Cukup Cintai Seseorang Seujung Kuku ..
Walau Kecil, Walau Selalu Dipotong,

Ia Akan Selalu Tumbuh ..."
🌹

#TeringatZamanJiwangkuDulu
#minzamaaaan!

Meanwhile, was tested earlier this week...

teaching me that it's never easy to please everyone. whilst intending to help, at times that only puts u in a trying situation.. (':

do not grieve over it too much ya Khadijah,
afterall:

Wed: daurah with Syeikh Oun al-Qadoumi from Jordan @TH.

Thurs: session with Syeikh Ahmad Saad Al-Azhari @MAA, followed by haul + maulid @ Ba'alwie. met my Sidr there! <3

Fri: didn't manage to attend daurah with Syeikh Oun since they adjusted the time n place, and i was on duty @ MAA for qiyamullail.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal... (':
also on duty: u.fatimah,u.hayati,u.Jannah n u.Aida.

enjoyed the tadzkirah by u. Nadia Hanim. "Ilmu-Adab-Da'wah!"

- but it's not enough just to attend good gatherings n be with good people ya Khadijah; more importantly, u've to internalise those points shared and apply them. better urself. improve. istiqamah!

#NotetoSelf