Saturday, October 29, 2011
Memoirs in Egypt


26 Zulkaedah 1432H


am trying to recall the days spent in Egypt..
and putting them in words.
for memory sake :)


arrived at Cairo International Airport on Thursday,
15th Sept 2011, at around 8:30pm local time.
Ainul Mardhiyah and Tan fetched me...
and brought me to their cosy home ("Beit Nabil")
situated at an area called Raba'ah.

one by one, the Singaporean sisters over there came over to welcome me.
siap nyanyi2 lagi~ thanks korang =)

on Friday, I followed the sisters to jami' Asyraf situated at Muqattam
to attend durus by Syeikh Yusri. Syeikh explained a bit from the book "Khosois al-Kubra" (on Rasulullah's Biography, 'alaihis salatu wassalam), and then continued with a hikmah from the famous Hikam ibn 'Ataillah, and then read a few ahadith from Muwatta'.

then, I joined the Singaporean sisters (there were 6 of us, including me) in their visit to Syeikh Yusri's daughter-in-law's place (which is just beside the gami'). Dr Fatimah turned out to be such a brilliant wife, mother and lecturer. we also met her 2 children, Muhammad and erm, i forgot the little girl's name. anw, Muhammad sure isn't just "any 3-yr-old". he's able to recite a few surah, and aptly memorised the 10 qualities of an-Azhari by heart, in cronological order. and what appealed me the most was his ability to answer questions intelligently.
for instance, when a friend asked him: "which school do you go to?"
his reply was: "madrasah sidin nabiy!!" sollallahu 'alaihi wasallam!






I LOVE this boy!!! ^-^






Dr Fatimah also shared a bit about parenting, emphasizing the importance of maintaining sakiinah at home. when asked how she managed to make Muhammad memorise so many facts at such a young age, she simply answered: "talqin. and continuously repeting (the words we want our child to remember). day and night."

so, parents should practice istiqamah. and patience. and be outstanding role models to their children (just like Dr Fatimah and her zauj, Syeikh Usama -who is Syeikh Yusri's son! subhanallah...)
ouh. by the way, Syeikh Yusri is also a surgeon. double maasyaAllah!

Saturday:



attended an early morning dars (Qawa'id Fiqhiyyah) by Syeikh 'Amru. just a few minutes after Syeikh started his dars, we found out that the Grand Mufti of Egypt, Syeikh 'Ali Gom'ah has just arrived to deliver his much-awaited dars. all of us, including Syeikh 'Amru, rushed to another, bigger hall in the Great Gami' Al-Azhar as-Syarif, and tried to get good positions to sit in, which will allow us to have a clear view of the Grand mufti. According to a friend, they've all been waiting for a year or even more for Syeikh to resume his classes. Subhanallah!


and there I was, just arrived not even two days ago, and being granted the golden opportunity to attend such a blessed "raudhatun min riyaadhil jannah" -as Rasulullah 'alaihis solatu wassalam put it.
in this muqaddimah, Syeikh was telling us the new schedule for the durus that are going to be held at Gami' Al-Azhar. deep down, ghibtoh starts to grow... ya Rabb~ not wanting to feel even more sad or jealous (because i'm truly aware of the fact that i'm only gonna be in Cairo for a few more days. tsk tsk.), i tried not to dwell on the thought, and try to get myself to think of other stuffs.
then, i followed the excited sisters to the nearby boookshops to enquire about the books that are going to be needed for those new durus.

bookshops! speaking of which, alhamdulillah, i've had the chance to enter more than a dozen bookshops throughout my stay in Egypt, browsed through loads of books, and of course, bought some to bring home with me :D (bukan namanya Khadijah Md. Hussain kalau tak beli buku bila dah kat kedai buku kat negeri Arab ni! ;p)



not to mention the lovely Islamic posters and keychains. particularly the ones at Maktabah al-'Ilam. to my pleasant surprise, I found a large poster of al-Aqsa and quickly grab it. i love, love, love it!
"O Allah, please Grant me the chance to pray at least 2 raka'at in all the 3 Greatest Masaajid (the haramain and al-Aqsa)". ameen! =')

Saturday afternoon, attended Syeikh Yusri's another dars. this time, it's from Fathul Bari! this kitab has long been one of my favourites. and Syeikh's wonderful delivery only made me love the kitab even more... baarakallahu feeh..

at 5:35pm, attended a dars on Usul Fiqh by Syeikh Shaltut, also in gami' Al-Azhar as-Syarif.


at night, 'Aathirah and Sharifah Huda brought me to maqam Sayyidina Hussein, after which we wandered around the area, stopping once in a while to buy some souvenirs. having some previous experience in dealing with Arab shop owners, I surveyed the prices first. and true enough;
for example: i got to buy 3 fridge magnets at 12 Egyptian pounds, whereas one of those -exactly the same- cost 12 pounds at another shop.

Sunday:
attended another early morning dars (started at 6:55am) by Syeikh 'Amru, followed by Syeikh 'Ali Gom'ah's dars. at 10am, we made our way to the kuliyyah banin, the Hall of Imam Muhd. 'Abduh, , where a nadwah (forum) on the late Syeikh Md. al-Ghazali is going to be held. 5 renowned Egyptian lecturers were invited to be the panelists, each focusing on one aspect of Imam Md al-Ghazali's contributions in Da'wah and for the Ummah. we all managed to get front seats since we arrived there way early. the exhausted me fell asleep during parts of the forum, just like how I was overcome by sleepiness during Syeikh Ali's dars before -despite my countless struggles to stay awake!
Yikes! :S burok eh Khadijah~



at night, went to an 'Eid Open House at a Malaysian restaurant with some sisters. the food was awesome! jazahumullah khaira jaza'... (tak sangka dapat makan satay kat Mesir~ hehe)



Monday:


went to Giza with 'Aathirah and Sharifah Huda. yes. just the three of us (tak kuasa nak tunggu "ikhwan" bawak... coz that might mean tak dapat pergi langsung~). a horse carriage took us on a tour to see the Pyramids and the Sphinx. i wasn't really excited about seeing the Pyramids, but since i was already in Egypt, so -why not? one of the 7 wonders of the world they say...


then, we went to the Salahuddin al-Ayyubi Citadel. it's HUGE, consisting of 2 masjid and a few museums.


next destination was Gami' 'Amru ibn al-'As. it was also huge, and surprisingly about 90% vacant -because according to a friend, during the 27th night of last Ramadhan, the scenario at this very jami' was "mcm kat Padang 'Arafah!". nevertheless, empty means: ample opportunity for us to explore the historic jami', and I even took the chance to climb up the minbar (where the imam gives the khutbah)! ^-^

On the same night, (7:30 -10 pm), followed Halimah and some sisters to Syeikh Rahim's place at 'Asyir (Syeikh's an Indonesian). the majlis started off with adzkar and wirid, followed by syarh from the book Rasail Ibn 'Arabiy, then al-Wasoya, also by Ibn 'Arabiy -the famous Dimasyqian Sufi master.



Then, Halimah propped the delightful question: "nak gi tgk recording dars Syeikh Ali Gom'ah (untuk siaran kat TV)?" weE~ alhamdulillah ya Rabb...



both of us then rushed to gami' al-Azhar (reached there around 11+ pm), and I was mesmerised by the sight as soon as i stepped into the gami'... it looked different at night, but equally stunning! the best thing was: there wasn't a lot of people. just around 5 ladies and less than 20 men (including the production crew). not wanting to miss the chance, we stood in a line near the entrance, eagerly waiting for syeikh to pass by. some sisters suggested I requested a special du'a from the Grand Mufti since i'm going to have my safar soon, but when the Mufti and some other masyaikh finally passed by, we were so stumped that none uttered even a word! even me, who was supposedly prepared to record the Muftti, was flustered -such that instead of holding my handphone in the direction of the Mufti, i recorded his footsteps and the carpeted floor instead! LOL.


on early Tuesday morning, we set off to Alexandria, about 3 hours journey from Cairo. there were 6 of us. having arrived there at around 10am, the first place we headed to was none other than Imam al-Bushiri's maqam. the writer of the well-known Qasidah Burdah!



we then paid some visits to the maqaamat (shrines) situated nearby, before meeting 3 Singaporean sisters who stayed at Alexandria. from 6 to 9, we then set off to buy ice cream and sandwiches, and continued to walk all the way to a citadel.


afterwards, we rode a small boat, enjoying the waves that send us rocking up and down. an uncle who have been waiting for us ever since we arrived at the castle quickly approached us to offer an hour trip on his horse carriage for 10 pounds (around S$2). agreeing, the 9 of us squeezed into 2 horse carriages, which will bring us on a tour to a few attractive sites in Alexandria. among the stops were maqam Abi Darda' radhiyallahu 'anh , the sahabi, a Roman theatre, and finally the exquisite Alexandria Library, situated at the other end of the extensive road. unlike the capacious Cairo, Alexandria is thankfully smaller, but it seems to stretch along the length of a loooong road.


A unique thing about Alexandria is: you could find all sorts of vehicles on its road; there are cars, buses, vans (Tramco), motorcycles, horse carriages, AND trains! the latter is the most extraordinary.


I can hardly believe my eyes when I saw cars stopping to give way to the train striding nonchalantly on its tracks. (I don't think Singaporeans have the patience to undergo that, do you?)
from the library, to a mall for lunch and finally to another mammoth castle, then back to Cairo. finally tasted the ruzz bil laban (rice with milk!) here, recommended by a few friends. unlike its name, it was surprisingly nice! sodap~



Wednesday:


first trip to one of Cairo's shopping malls. (City Star, if i'm not wrong). had lunch at the Halal Auntie Anne's. truly enjoyed the sugar-cinnamon pretzel + caramel dip and the cheese sausage roll (or whatever their names were). thanks to Fathiah who insisted on treating me to such delectable meals. jazakillahu kheir~


next spot was Darussalam, apparently the most popular bookshop among the students here. i soon found out why: there are a wide array of books that are nicely arranged, and students get up to 50% discount for each book! i got too caught up, n i guess that was why we ('Adilah and me) were late for Syeikh Jamal's dars =(


but according to 'Adilah, usually, Syeikh extended the dars until after Maghrib. it just wasn't my rizq because apparently Syeikh decided not to continue after Maghrib on that particular day. we then proceeded to Hussein to have sugarcane and mango juice -the best i've ever tasted, and bought some stuffs. had Isyak at Gami' Hussein, after which i made friends with an Egyptian sister named Asmaa. how simple it all started: after the second salam and du'a, as usual, i'll turn to the sisters beside me, wishing: "taqabbalallah..." and smile. Asmaa happened to be the one one my left, and soon after, we started introducing ourselves. outside the gami', again, we bumped into each other. this time, Asmaa requested my FB address. and till this day, we still keep in touch with each other :) hoping to meet u once again when I re-visit Egypt insyaAllah, dear Asmaa the English teacher ;)



Thursday:
the day I spent around 7 hours visiting the maqaamat of the sahabah and awliya', trying to cover as many as possible. among them were the shrines of Imam as-Syafi'i, Imam Zakaria Al-Ansari, Imam Ibn Hajar al-'Asqalani, Sayyidah Nafisah, Sayyidah 'Atikah (Rasulullah's aunt), Ibnu Sirin, Syeikh Syihabuddin ar-Ramli, Sayyidina 'Uqbah ibn 'Amru (the Companion), Imam al-Laith, Imam as-Sya'rani, and a few others as well, radhiyallahu 'anhum ajma'in.



At night, Huraidah and Tan brought me to another mall ("Ganina" or something that sounds like that. lol. ). Unlike Syria, many malls can be found in Egypt, and the things sold in the malls are relatively affordable and... practical. In Syria, usually students go to the malls just to have meals or to buy some imported stuffs at the Grand Mart supermarket (bagi yang dah "kepingin" atau "mengidam". heh). other than that, things are expensive.


Penyabar betul dorang, temankan kte gi tgk "bende2" kat sebahagian kedai2 kat situ. partly bcos i was thinking: "ntah bila lagi gue dapat pergi sini..."


then, just as I arrived at Beit Nabil, the sisters started to sing some qasidah for me. ouh, so it was a surprise! the sisters residing at the same apartment had come together for a small gathering before my safar the following day. truly appreciate it. jazakunnallahu khairan :')




Friday:


attended my last dars with Syeikh Yusri, at Gami' Asyraf. this time, Syeikh was teaching a bit of qiraat, and a few ahadith from Sunan An-Nasa'i. coincidently, the ahadith today were those on du'a. how lovely, lovely the whole session was. Very glad that Huraidah, Tan n me decided to go ahead with our plan despite having the feeling that we might arrived a bit too late n miss most of the dars. yes, we were late (all of us slept very late the night before). but that didn't deter us from crossing all those miles from Raba'ah to Muqattam (around 20-30 mins journey by taxi if i remember correctly)... mainly bcos I know it's gonna be my last chance to attend a dars (that helped to boost the enthusiasm a lot!). when we arrived, we were relieved to discover that Syeikh just started with the qiraat, and hadn't even begin with the Sunan yet! =D





Alhamdulillah, Thank You Allah...



Afterwards, we waited for Syeikh outside the gami', and upon Syeikh's arrival, I told him that i'm going to have my safar on that very day. "inatahiti? safar niha'i?" (have u completed everything? going back for good?) then I explained that I've just completed my studies in Syria and that I'm here just for a short period (to experience Egypt's beauty ;))...



Then I requested a du'a, and Syeikh made a beautiful du'a, among which he prayed that I'll get good husband and children. ameen ya Rabb! double happiness~



on the way back, I asked Tan and Huraidah:


"macam mana Syeikh tau kte belum kahwin eh?"



then one of them said: "agaknye Syeijh taulah org2 Singapore kat sini selalunye jarang yg kawin2". hehe.



then we made our way to the markaz of Perkemas, the Singapore Students Club in Egypt, stopping on the way to get some fresh flat breads (beli 2, makan 3 org pun susah betol nak habiskan, padahal sedap.pelik. lepas tu siap berangan konon balik rumah kalau sempat nk buat sambal tumis ikan bilis, mesti sedap mkn dgn roti ni~ emmm...) and to buy melon juice+halib (milk) -which turned out to be SUPER sweet. tsk. i had to add loads of mineral water to reach an acceptable n telan-able taste. amazed at how Tan managed to swig them down just like that. (on the way home, Tan was saying: "kte rasa saturated dgn gula!"hee.)



anw, the packing took longer than expected. well, to be honest: i did expect it to take some time. just that at times, i have difficulty in packing :S



and... unpacking! (as it turned out after my arrival in Singapore. uff. leceh+memeningkan betol. especially when u discover that there are 6 persons' belongings in a single room. berserabut~)


All in all, the trip to Egypt is an eye-opening n enriching experience. felt sad to leave it, especially knowing that loads of classes are now starting all over Cairo, mostly at gami' al-Azhar as-Syarif. sedihnye tak dpt join~



takpe k Khadijah, insyaAllah lepas dah settle semuanya, dapat dtg lagi ke Syria & Mesir k.


ok insyaAllah! ameen! :')



by the way, it's also interesting to note the differences between Egyptian 'ammiyah (colloquial) and that of the Syrians.


for example:




"eih" in Syria = yes.

"eih" in Egypt = what? (in Syria, it's "shu?)



"this" is Syria = "hai"

"this" in Egypt ="da"



it took quite an effort for me to stop myself from saying anything Syrian. and also adjusting my mindset to convert every "g" heard to "jim" (the way the Egyptians say it), like saying "gami" and "giddan" instead of "jami" and "jiddan". also, that explained why my Egyptian friend Asmaa is addressing me as "Khadiga"! hehe.


ouh. btw, my name is spelled "Hatice" in Turkish! hehe. how interesting~


^-^
 
posted by .:Mujahidah Khadijah:. at 10/29/2011 07:03:00 AM | Permalink | 0 comments
Friday, October 28, 2011
(taken from "It's Sunnah" at Facebook)

♥ Ten Days of Dhul-Hijjah ♥

Among the special seasons of worship are the first ten days of Dhul-Hijjah, which ALLAH has preferred over all the other days of the year. Ibn 'Abbas (radiAllahu anhu) reported that the Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) said:

"There are no days in which righteous deeds are more beloved to Allah than these ten days." The people asked, "Not even jihad for the sake of... Allah?" He said, "Not even jihad for the sake of Allah except in the case of a man who went out to fight giving himself and his wealth up for the cause, and came back with nothing."

- [Sahih al-Bukhari] -


We should know that the virtue of these ten days is based on many things:

1- Allah swears an oath by them, and swearing an oath by something is indicative of its importance and great benefits. Allah says: "By the dawn; by the ten nights"
[al-Fajr 89:1-2]

Ibn'Abbas (radiAllahu anhu) and others said this refers to the first ten days of Dhul-Hijjah. Ibn Kathir said: "This is the correct opinion."

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2- The Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) testified that these are the best days of this world.
[see above ahadith]

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3- The Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) encouraged people to do righteous deeds because of the virtue of this time for people throughout the world, and also because of the virtue of the place - for the Hujjaaj (Pilgrims) to the Sacred House of Allah.

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4- The Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) commanded us to recite a lot of Tasbeeh (SubHanAllah), Tahmeed (Alhahu akbar) during this time.

Ibn Umar (radiAllahu anhu) reported that the Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) said: "There are no days greater in the sight of Allaah and in which righteous deeds are more beloved to Him than these ten days, so during this time recite a great deal of Tahleel (Lailaha illAllah) Takbeer and Tahmeed."
[Ahmad]

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5- These ten days include the Day of Arafah on which Allah perfected His Religion. Fasting on this day will expiate for the sins of two years. These days also include the Day of Sacrifice (Nahr), the greatest day of Hajj, which combines acts of worship in a way unlike any other day.

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6- The one who offers a sacrifice must stop cutting his hair and nails and not remove anything from his skin, from the beginning of the ten days until after he has offered his sacrifice, because the Prophet (saw) said: "When you see the new moon of Dhul-Hijjah, if any one of you wants to offer a sacrifice, then he should stop cutting his hair and nails until he has offered his sacrifice."
[Muslim]

According to another report he said: 'He should not remove (literally, touch) anything from his hair or skin.'

This prohibition applies only to the one who is offering the sacrifice, not to his wife and children, unless any of them is offering a sacrifice in his or her own right, because the Prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam) used to sacrifice "on behalf of the family of Muhammad." There are no reports that say he forbade them to cut their hair or nails at that time.


One must understand that these ten days are a great blessing from Allah to His slave. It is the Muslim's duty to appreciate this and make the most of the opportunity, by striving hard to increase in worship.

Among His blessings to His slaves, Allah has given us many ways in which to do good and worship Him, so that the Muslim may be constantly active and consistent in the worship of his Lord.


:)
 
posted by .:Mujahidah Khadijah:. at 10/28/2011 09:01:00 AM | Permalink | 0 comments
Friday, October 21, 2011
to Syam, with Love
23 Zulkaedah 1432H

another Friday, alhamdulillah.

almost a month have passed since I stepped in homeland.
the first week had been challenging;

seeing scantily-clad people almost everywhere...
hearing booming music of all sorts at shops and shopping malls...
glancing at the kinds of posters and pictures placed at MRT and bus stations, on the road, at the underground tunnel...
and more of such nauseas sights on the TV (they're annoyingly inevitable, since eventhough what one wants to watch is just the news, they still appear during the commercial breaks!).

even the print media like Berita Harian contains pictures of indecently-clad (Mosty Malay) women. so disappointing and inappropriate, i feel. even the contents sometimes. like the review of an Indonesian artist's concert that just took place recently. the female writer was describing how the singer and her dancers were wearing very revealing clothes, etc. etc. and in the end, wrote that she (the writer herself) had became one of her fans.

This reminds me of the hadith: "almar-u ma'a man ahab" (a person is with whom he loves (in the Hereafter).
O Allah, Please let me love only the things that You Love, and only those who love You. ameen.

at home, seeing my youngest sis so inseparable from her headphones (obviously not listening to things that will bring us closer to HIM) make me even more uneasy inside. (i love u so much sis. just disliking this one habit of yours)

perhaps all these are so common to every Singaporean ("so what's the big deal?").

but for me, it's unbearable...

even revulsive at times. sorry for being blunt, but i'm just being honest.

at some instances, i even had to restrain myself from reaching "boiling point".

since the past years, especially the previous 2 years, I've been abstaining from music. slowly after that, i also tried not to listen to any nasyid -yes, even Maher Zain's -that contain musical instruments, due to the khilaf in the issue, and also inspired by some of my teachers and friends back there in Syam ,particularly the ones at Dar al-Hajibiah (my lovely dorm).

on the streets, most of the women are veiled, and wear dark-coloured clothes. oh, how I truly miss the sight of the beautiful ladies in Syria, most of them wearing manteaus or abayas...
I miss the Qura'nic recitation, Syeikh Nabulsi's dars and melodious, soothing nasyid and qasidah that can be heard while one walks on the streets of Damascus, particluarly the area near Abu Nour.

the exchange of do'a that is a must in every conversation, even when buying things:
"mu'awwadin insyaAllah!"
"Allah yaftah 'alaik"
"Allah yajziikil kheir!"
"Allah yu'tikil 'afiyah!"
"Allah yajbur khatirik!"
"Allah yukhallik!"
"Allah yubaarik feek!"
"Allah yahfazuki!"


and the list goes on :)

and there are special souls who seems as if they're created solely to bring happiness to others' lives, making others feel so comfortable and grateful to be with them. such as Anisah Maisa' Mubayyadh (whom we Singaporean sisters nicknamed "Anisah Malaikat" bcos she is always seen smiling, and never ever getting angry, lest a frown on her peaceful, pleasant face!). in my conversations with her, I can still remember the countless du'a she made for me. it makes me weep reminiscing those instances :')

there's the Mudirah of Dar al-Hajibiah, Anisah Iman al-Kull, from whom i've learnt many things, -wal hamdulillah- particularly about matters related to the heart. the spirituality. I've learnt to view things from different perspectives. the way she carries herself, the captivating way through which her lessons are being delivered, the words she used, the scenarios ("perumpamaan") she gave (and she really has a knack at it!).... u can feel how they touch your soul. as easy as that. right then and there. (n more often than not, tears will start streaming down my cheeks. malu betol~ susah jugak jadi Khadijah Mohamed Hussain ni.)

She tirelessly remind us how we should value every millisecond.
that we should really strive to fill our life with beneficial activities that will only bring us closer to HIM.
that we should constantly FIGHT our nafs (desires).
that we should continue improving ourselves.
that we are the "Muhaajirat" (the Immigrants), and that we will have that special place and rewards if we truly carry out our amanah as tullabul 'ilm who leave their loved ones back home, solely for the sake of Allah, to deepen our knowledge in this beautiful deen...

then there's my dear Anisah Iqbal Muhanna, who patiently corrected my Qur'anic recitations, who always share kind advices with me, in that gentle voice of hers. who always reminds me that whenever i'm facing difficulties and having problems, yet i know that my relationship with HIM has never change, that I -spiritually- have not change (meaning that i'm still maintaining a good relationship with HIM) , then I shouldn't feel sad. rather, I should be calm, relax and happy. because that only means that it's a Test to raise my status 'indahu (di sisi-Nya), insyaAllah :') even till this very day, my eyes still well up just remembering her gentle face and voice...

and how will I ever forget my lovely Anisah Maha al-Harbali? she who sacrificed a whole lot of her time for me. since April 2011 and all the way till a few days before I leave Syam (15th September), we met almost everyday! -except for Fridays (which is the weekend holiday) of course.
the hours spent,
the stories and secrets shared,
and especially the motivation she has always been showering me with.
her trust and faith in myself, perhaps even more than the faith I have in my own self.
How she cared for me. She's able to sense when something's "not right" with me, like the time when I was so sad and angry with myself -and I thought nobody noticed it.

but she did.
my ever-so-observant and brilliant Anisah Maha sensed it (although never once in class I caught her glancing in my direction long enough to notice). and so she met me after class, and enquire about it, asking: "are you tired?" ("no.), "are you sad?" (yes. I'm sad with myself.)... and she said those golden words that still ring in my ears (which means):
"I don't want to see you sad. I want to see you radiant, shining ("musyriqah" -like the sun).
and during the days of my final exam, she never forgot to ask -after every paper- how it was, and how i think i did for that subject. after which she will reiterate those "scary" words: al-Uula Khadijah, al-Uula. (the First Khadijah, the First). there were the days when i felt that i didn't do very well, n i told her so. the days when i got kind of demotivated and not-so-confident anymore. but her confidence in me remained.

those memorable moments spent with you (especially the one in the library and the one at jami' Abu Nour -the both days during which i had inexplicable difficulty recalling what i've memorised from the Qur'an in front of you) will always have a special place in my heart, ya Anisatii :)

the other person who has such strong confidence in me is Anisah Safa Musa, one of the musyrifaat at my dorm. she's just a few years older than me, and we connect very well. she's so enthusiastic in helping others, especially when students at the dorm approach her for help in their studies.

the other musyrifaat are as kind and approachable =D

>Anisah Hannan -the "selamba" one who is a hot favourite among all sisters in the dorm. she's so easy-going and hardworking.

>Anisah Zuhur -the most gentle of all, always adressing us with loving words like: "na'am habibty/ruuhi/'aini..." ("yes my love/ my soul/ my eye" -symbolic words the Arabs use to address their loved ones)

>Anisah Maisa' -the intelligent one who helped me with the Civilisation of Politics and Oriental Studies -the two subjects that require students to know the meanings of innumerable bombastic words.

>Anisah Anwar -the really cute one who really seem to enjoy cleaning the office.hehe

>Anisah Ibtisam a.k.a. Umm Ghaith -who works really hard managing tasks at the dorm and handling her 2 little kids. Ghaith is SUPER DUPER adorable. tak blh angs~ bismillahi maasyaAllah!

>Anisah Amani: the anisah who overnite with us the most because of her frequent night shifts. the one who often has the taqm solah (telekung) on when she's at the dorm. hehe

>Anisah Fatinah: the Unique anisah who is well-known for her "uniqueness" among Hajibians ;) she only gets along very well with some students, and she seems to be very comfortable with me, to the extent that she has me keeping her stuffs for her (thanks for the trust in me=)), and love to hear my sharings/experiences/future plans...

>Anisah Mona -the motherly anisah, who helped me in quite a number of "girly stuffs". *winks*

>Anisah Mirvat -the bubbly anisah who just finished her Masters. has a happy-go-lucky demeanor


this, is just to name a few (there are still my lecturers at kuliah, the khaleh (aunties) who help out at the kuliah, my teachers outside of school, the masyaaikh with whom i've had lessons with at the jami', my Singaporean sisters, my dorm mates, my 'Adra (a countryside situated around an hour from Damascus) buddies a.k.a. Siddiqah and Mardhiyah, my classmates from various countries, the "bookshop brothers" who lower their gaze, etc.)
to all of them Syamis who've made my stay in Syam truly meaningful, enriching and unforgettable, I can only pray that may Allah Ta'ala Bless and Reward all of you with the Best of His Rewards, may He The Almighty Protect Syam and its People, and may He The Most Kind Gather us all again -if not in this dunya, then in the perpetual Jannah. ameen ya Rabb!

p.s. knowing all of you made leaving Syam unbelievably difficult...and painful.
it still throb every now and then, but oh well -
you've just got to be STRONG Khadijah, and Stronger. Tougher than you were when you were back there in Syam, insyaAllah!

plus, there are those in Singapore who require much attention and care from you.
like your Syaakirah and Huda, who are just beside you at the moment. always lingering around me. nak bermanja-manjalah katekan~ hehe...

this two budak bertuah, and their 1001 antics. perhaps will post an entry on this, but that'll have to wait. gotta rest my eyes.

fi amanillah everyone~ (:
 
posted by .:Mujahidah Khadijah:. at 10/21/2011 03:56:00 PM | Permalink | 0 comments
Tuesday, October 04, 2011


 
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