Friday, October 26, 2007
more sharings :)
14 Syawal 1428H

Firstly, thank you for all the ‘Eid wishes. Hamdan lillah, ‘Eid in Syam was simple yet memorable. On the 1st Syawal, we (the sisters, plus 5 Singaporean sisters who are studying in Jordan but came down to Syam to celebrate ‘Eid with us) performed the ‘Eid prayer at a “new” jami’ (we've been "jami'-hopping". to date, I think I’ve been to more than 15 different jami’s around the area I’m staying, n there are still more jami's to be "explored". hehe..), after which the Imam gave a short tadzkirah, sampai menangis2… syahdu lah sgt~

The night before, all of us Singaporean students in Syam gathered at the designated “Headquarter” (famously known as the “Embassy” -a very, very humble 3-storey typical Arabian house where almost 20 brothers (here, they are referred to as “syabab”) live. The sisters gathered in an enclosed room, while the syabab remained at the main hallway.






And then the takbir began…


and the whole room was suddenly filled with teary-eyed people… for the first time celebrating ‘Eid far, far away in a totally different country… with my new “family”… it was definitely an emotional gathering.

On the 2nd Syawal, all of us went to Toybah, a journey that took almost 1 hour. The place was… Subhanallah! Vast, calm, and there seemed to be no other people except for about 50 of us Singaporeans.




mcm padang jarak padang terkukur kan? hehe... but really, mcm dah lama gitu tak nampak padang LUAS mcm ni. there are some parts with no plants, just sand. gue & geng pun ape lagi, lari2 lah kat situ~ best sgt dpt lari. takde org pun nampak.... just the 5 of us...

We had some activities together, including one which required us to present a short performance in our assigned groups. There were 5 sisters’ groups (the akhwaat had the roof all to ourselves! Best kan? :D, while the syabab held theirs at the ground floor), and it so happened that 3 of the groups performed on “sensitive” issues. Nak tau ape? Pasal Ibu. And Ayah. And Pengorbanan Ibu & Ayah (psl mak ayah sebenarnya tak nak bagi kitorang pergi jauh2... but akhirnya rela lepaskan jugak psl kitorang yg nak sgt...etc. etc.)… aiyoo0~ Habis banjir lah the audience. Here, anything related to Mom n Dad n Family suddenly becomes among the most sensitive issues. Tersebut siket, habis banjir…huu~

Anyway, we were there from ard 9am till ‘Asar. During which we were informed of Allahyarham Akh Rafiq bin Yahya. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raaji’uun. If u remembered, I once mentioned about Kak Siti Khadijah’s walimah in November in one of my previous entries. They were supposed to get married on 3rd November, but…



O Allah, please grant kak Khadijah, her family, and the Allahyarham’s family strength and patience to endure this Test. Indeed HE Alone Knows what’s best for us. Wallahu ya’lamu wa antum laa ta’lamuun… selalu org yg baik2 diuji kan? Kak Khadijah tu baik nah tau… she lived in the same house as me before she returned to Singapore few weeks back. Very generous with kind words and advices for her juniors. And very cheerful. Kak Khadijah nanti jangan sedih2 sangat k…


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On a happier note, school has finally begun! Had my first lecture on 4th Syawal. There are 15 subjects altogether for my first year in Kuliyyah Da’wah Al-Islamiyyah.

1. Qur’an (memorization +Tajwid)
2. ‘Ulumul Qur’an
3. Hadith
4. Musthalah Hadith
5. Fiqh
6. Tarikh Tasyri’
7. ‘Aqidah
8. Nahu
9. Saraf
10. Balaghah (!)
11. Ad-tadribaat al-lughawiyyah
12. Sirah Nabawiyyah
13. ‘Ilmun Nafs (Psychology)
14. ‘Ilmul Ijtima’ (Sociology)
15. English

ALL the subjects focusing on language (no. 8,9,10 n 11) are taught by ustazs. In addition to no. 13 n 14. the rest are taught by Anisahs. The most wonderful thing about the subjects is the fact that ALL the lecturers never fail to relate the subjects to al-Qur’an, Hadith n Islam. And all of them can simply recite beautiful Qur’anic verses every now and then in their delivery, without any difficulty. MaasyaAllah! I’m utterly amazed, mesmerized, and at the same time jealous of this feat of theirs. Pandainye!!!


Another plus point for this Kuliyyah is that the lecturers always emphasize on Tarbiyah (Education), and not simply on learning and then getting a certificate. It’s very heartwarming how all the lecturers congratulated us for having been selected into this kuliyyah, that we were the Chosen Ones, n reminded us to purify our niyyah, ikhlaskan diri, shared with us wonderful, motivational stories about the history of the university and its founder, Syeikh Ahmad Kuftaro, n about his du’a at the Multazam (the door of the Ka’abah) for all the students who study n the University, etc. etc.


and so my love for this course continue to bloom from day to day… O thank you ALLAH for yet another ni’mah. Allahummaj 'alnaa minasy syaakiriin~

Btw, my lectures are from Sunday to Thursday (here, Friday n Saturday are Public Holidays), 1:30pm to 6:15pm. There are 5 lectures in total per day, each 45mins long, with breaks at intervals. On Monday, we have something like a “spiritual” session, where all Da’wah students gather at the prayer hall (which is just around 30m from our lecture room) to listen to a tadzkirah given by the Mudir of Kuliyyah Da’wah. The first session was superb! In around 30mins, he reminded us about our amanah and responsibilities as Daa’iyaat (Penda’wah2), to convey what we have been taught, to practice what we learnt, and to set good examples to all. As usual, he spiced it up with plenty of Qur’anic verses and Hadiths… sangatlah menginsafkan…and very motivational. I’m very much looking forward to the next session! WeE~ in addition, there are unique rules that we have to abide. such as no pants allowed, even underneath your manteau/abaya. (but, like me, u can always wear pants, then a skirt, then ur abaya/manteau. pandai2lah~ hee..) no bright colour clothes. so we all usually wear black/dark blue/other dark colour clothes. this, i didn't find disturbing at all :)

And have I told you that, alhamdulillah, all the lectures were mostly delivered in formal Arabic language (fusha)?? Ya Allah! syukur sgt2~ that is really helpful for us non-Arabs, coming from countries like Turkey(2), China (5), Albania (1), Russia (a lot), Mali (2), Pattani (2), Indonesia (2), Malaysia (1) and Singapore (2 –Wardah n me). Most of the 207 female students are Arabs from Syria, while some are from Iraq and Somalia. The Arabs are generally very friendly and helpful. One sister from Russia even brought along her toddler for the lecture. Punyelah comel~

Ok, shall take my leave now. Dah banyak sgt type ni. Bye!


:)

 
posted by .:Mujahidah Khadijah:. at 10/26/2007 02:21:00 PM | Permalink | 1 comments
Thursday, October 11, 2007
'Eid Mubaarak~
29 Ramadhan 1428H

Alhamdulillah, I’ve been accepted to both Syeikh Ahmad Kuftaro University (Abu Nour) and Takhassus Fattah Al-Islami. my heart is more inclined to Abu Nour, so insyaAllah, me will be studying there starting from this coming 16th October. It’s a 4-year degree course. Du’akanlah teman2 n kte takde yang sangkut ye. Jadi boleh balik cepat… n apa yg dirancang lepas tu pun tak tergendala (hehe. Mcm realz…) btw, the rules n regulations in this Kuliyyah -as compared to the other Kuliyyahs- are very strict. that, i will elaborate further when school starts, biidznillah. excitednye!~

Have I told you that the people of Syam are very generous? Generous not only with kind words, du’as, money and things (belikan kte buku, bagi makanan, bagi duit, bagi air in between solat tarawih, jemput datang rumah after tarawih, pastu bagi gue minum 3 different types of drinks! Comel~), but also with ‘ilm! To date, there are 4 anisahs (female teachers) who are more than willing to tasmi’kan me Qur’an with tajwid, and talaqqi subjects like Fiqh n Tafsir. BEST kan? All these, on top of what I would be learning in kuliyyah, and the dars at the various jami’s, plus there are also ma’ahad hadith (it offers one-year courses, once a week, in either ‘Ulum Hadith n Musthalah, Syarh Riyadhus Salihin, or Fiqh) and languages available, where you can just focus on your language and strengthen your knowledge in hadiths n Fiqh. Subhanallah! Memang terserlah sangat betapa luasnya peluang untuk mendalami ilmu ALLAH ini. Betullah, mcm ada org dulu pernah ckp (tak ingat pulak siapa. Yg penting dia “orang”. Hehe): kalau duduk kat bumi Syam ni kemudian pulang dan takde perubahan yg lebih baik pd diri , tak taulah nak ckp apa. Lebih kurang itulah apa yg dikatakan oleh “orang” itu. Hee..

Ok. Bunyi ayat kat atas tu mcm dah mepek. Anw, I’m planning to take things moderately, not too slow, n not too fast insyaAllah. For my 1st year most likely I wld be focusing on my kuliyah n Qur’an. Then for the subsequent years I might consider signing up for the ijazah hadith n Fiqh, biidznillah. Niat di hati nak sign up je sekarang jugak, but mengikut akal ku yg alhamdulillah masih waras, takut nanti yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong keciciran. Jadi adalah baik bagimu untuk bersabar wahai Khadijah.


Ok. Dah start bebual sorang pulak daaaah. Khadijah nak keluar. Bye! Balik rumah kene buat epok2 n brownies.

Akhir sekali: so, korang tunggu ape lagi, jemputlah datang ke Syam ;)


Btw, kte dah ada kawan baru lagi tau. Nama dia Khairaat. Baik nah sgt dia. Baru 2 kali jumpe kat masjid, mcm dah berkenalan 2 thn. Huu…

Eh! Nnt dulu, Ni ada something utk korang:





Ucapan Khas Lebaran Buat Teman-Teman Tersayang,

Semoga Ukhuwwah Yang Sekian Lama Tersemai Kan Mekar Selalu,

Dibajai Du'a & Restu,

Kenangan Manis Bersamamu...

Kan Senantiasa Tersemat Di Kalbu...

n especially for my lovely sisters:

Pucuk pauh delima batu,

Anak sembilang di tapak tangan;

Walau jauh beribu batu,

hilang di mata di hati jangan.

ntah kenapa, hari ni mood Melayu habis. rindu nak guna bahasa jiwang2. ni.... hee~

may we all be blessed with good health n live to meet the next Ramadhan al-Kariim, ameen!

p.s. been trying to contact my beloved family since last 2 weeks, but there always seem to be some problems with the PC. du'a that i'll be strong k. rindu nk dengar suara dorang...

 
posted by .:Mujahidah Khadijah:. at 10/11/2007 01:35:00 PM | Permalink | 2 comments
Saturday, October 06, 2007
gelap!
24 Ramadhan 1428H

so many things to be shared, but i guess they will have to wait till after 'eid insyaAllah. tu pun kalau kte rajin. hehe...

for the umpteenth time: i miss my kids....~ i wonder when will i have mine...~

anw, last nite, the sisters n me were in the middle of baking some 'eid cookies when suddenly the oven began to flicker n when i was trying to think of the best way to pull out the plug when the adaptor suddenly blew! n the WHOLE house was filled with absolute darkness... such that u're not even able to see ur own hands. (luckily i'm not the type who's afraid of darkness) n then Atiqah was saying: "kat dalam kubur nanti mcm gini agaknye eh.... sorang2..." (last nite, there were 6 of us).

only our 'amals will be our saviours kan....

let's optimise these last few days of Ramadhan, n let's be the BEST Muslims that we can (n yes! we're capable of it, biidznillah)! ^-^ Allahumma nawwir qubuuranaa. ameen!
 
posted by .:Mujahidah Khadijah:. at 10/06/2007 05:54:00 PM | Permalink | 0 comments