Tears & Smiles...
20 Safar 1435H
First meeting since the end-of-the-year school holiday.
... and finally I received my teaching timetable for 2014.
Only to note a few things, which then turned out to be quite disappointing...
and sad.
This weak self couldn't help feeling so.
no matter how hard she tried, those tears spilled.
she tried her best.
she voiced out.
she made it clear that she doesn't have any background on Mantiq.
nor has she much interest nor confidence in Tauhid.
twice.
*5 months je Khadijah! then Tarikh k :') *
i've yet to instill some passion for the subject.
after my first attempt this year.
it's not thaaaat bad actually.
perhaps it's just me.
coz as long as i remember, i've been favouring other subjects over Tauhid since school.
*ChangeYourMindset!*
• Did you know?
in a mix of emotions just now, I actually thought of purposely acting dull and nonchalant during Observation later on.
so that they realise that i'm not into it...
and decide to terminate me!
and so i'm free to embark on my long-planned journey insyaAllah...
*cunning smile*
...
17-19 Dec 2013
Super Last Minute trip to Yayasan Al-Jenderami, Dengkil, Selangor.
With 3 full-time female students from BAPA.
Love the morning jama'ah at the masjid... watching the sun creeping up... streaking the cloudy sky with brilliant, stunning colours...
watching the warga emas in their telekungs, 'hidupkan suasana seperti di Makkah & Madinah' (as Ustzh Rokiah, Pak Syeikh Hafiz wife said)...
watching them listening to the durus, and talaqqi with their friends at their respective apartments (during the mini tour around the complex), eating & watching Islamic TV programmes together.
like what ukht Raqiyyah -a Singaporean sister who was also there for a short visit with her zauj & little Hannan- said: "ana dgn zauj dah plan nanti bila kita dah tua nak tinggal sini" (':
also the wonderful sisters we met there:
Sufinah, Zainul Huda, Izzati, Wan Nur Khalilah & Maryam.
may Allah Ta'ala Protect them always...
to conclude, Jenderam is about Khidmah.
subhanallah!
#sayamasihbelajarni
P.S. we were also brought to try the popular Sate Kajang, Putrajaya (to view the masjid and feel the night ambience. lovely! it was already past 11pm when the 13 of us reached there), to Central Market (oh tidaaaak), Muzium Diraja, Muzium Tamadun Islam (ni paling menarik, cuma terlampau banyak artifak!), Madrasah At-Taufiqiah di Kajang (yg lepas durus Pak Syeikh, mesti ada makan2..)...
Alhamdulillah! (':
