Ramadhan helps me to be more sensitive to things that I previously did not quite pay attention to...

And made me realise and feel.

Not simply know.

Yesterday I had a light buka, alhamdulillah. Was energized.

Then came more food (for which I should also be thankful for, shouldn't I?), offered to me. I ate. Also with the intention to bring happiness to the one who bought those food (2nd bro said that when he saw the 'kambing golek/panggang' in JB, he remembered that I like mutton n so specially bought it for me) and Mak. I know Mak is always relieved to see me eating (padahal orang makan... cuma biasanya masa orang makan, ditakdirkan mak tak nampak... :'))

That, plus the laksa penang (also supposedly one of my favourites) changed the feeling. Lightness gone...

And I consciously felt heavy to perform tarawih afterwards.

It's a different experience altogether praying when you feel light, and otherwise. Yaa Rabb...

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Just felt like clicking on Ustz Pahrol's link on my blog, and read the 1st article that appeared. As expected, it touched me so much. Simple, yet deep and thought-provoking. May Allah ﷻ Bless Ustaz Pahrol's effort..

Here are some excerpts:

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Meanwhile, need to step up further now that The Final 10 is approaching...

اللهم سلِّمنا لرمضان، وسلِّمْ رمضان لنا، وتسلَّمْهُ مِنّا متقبّلاً

Such a flurry of events and incidences:

Ihya' t-shirts frenzy- Ihya'- Raffles Hospital- demam - Amsilati- 3rd Module at RP (Learner-centred) - mom n sis departing to Perth (tonight)....

Meanwhile, the 3-days Amsilati program was enriching & eye-opening. Despite my health conditions, I was looking forward to it, enjoying every moment of it, especially the reading of mutuun (or Nazm as Ustaz Najib terms it)!!

It would be really good if students are able to attend these courses as well as it will surely help to strengthen their knowledge of Nahu & Sorof.

The tune of the nazm is still ringing in my head..... hehe

Here's a pic for memory sake - all of us sat on the floor and this time we were watching some of of our colleagues present their selected Nahu topic from the Amsilati book.