to my lovely taggers, baarakallahu feekunna.
tak sangka ada jugak orang yang prihatin dengan nasib diriku ini~
(hee. se-TEP sentimental pulak -_-")
1 more paper left... n it's English. ;)
Later going to Halbuniy with Hida and Wardah to check out books. Being at Halbuniy has never fail to entertain me, with the ranges of books by various masyaikh n writers. suker~
^-^
Thursday, June 11, 2009
hapuskanlah air matamu...
11 subjects down,
6 more to go...
meanwhile, things in the house is getting very troublesome. between that Yugoslavian sis n me.
O Allah, I've been trying to tolerate her unmentionable behaviours all these while.
she did A, i kept quiet.
she did B, I insisted on keeping my mouth shut.
But this morning, when I unintentionally hurt her her (tu pun indirectly. tulah, siapa suruh tutup pintu dapur. nampak sah org nak masuk utk cuci mangkuk. pulak tu pergi berdiri betul2 belakang pintu dapur yang bukannya transparent tu. kang dah terantuk~ bukannye org sengaja nak kasi kepala dia sakit -_-" Allah Maha Mengetahui apa dalam hati ini kan Allah :)) , n when she threw that super harsh adjective at me (again, it's unmentionable, coz it's toooo... painful) afterwards, i just could not ignore it.
O Allah, please forgive me should i've exceeded my limits.
tulah Khadijah, dari mula lagi, suka sangat kesian kat orang;
pasal kesian lah kita terima dia tinggal dgn kita. psl kesian lah aku redha sebilik dgn dia, saat yg lain ramai "tak serasi" untuk sebilik dgn dia...
akhirnya rasa kesian tu memakan diri sendiri.
takpe. Mak selalu cakap, biar org buat kita, jgn kita buat org. kan Mak? =) sayangnya mak... org rindu sgt kat mak... Mak du'akan Khadijah kuat k Mak.
Mak, kalau nangis banyak2 boleh jadi buta tak Mak? >_<
.
.
n please, do give me the strength to face the upcoming weeks till i fly to Singapore.
n how do I thank u Allah for helping me survive the tough circumstances since the past few months... while trying to focus on my 17 subjects...
A Mujahidah must be strong.
in any circumstances.
coz she believes,
that Allah n Rasul are always with her.
always.
now go wipe ur tears!
6 more to go...
meanwhile, things in the house is getting very troublesome. between that Yugoslavian sis n me.
O Allah, I've been trying to tolerate her unmentionable behaviours all these while.
she did A, i kept quiet.
she did B, I insisted on keeping my mouth shut.
But this morning, when I unintentionally hurt her her (tu pun indirectly. tulah, siapa suruh tutup pintu dapur. nampak sah org nak masuk utk cuci mangkuk. pulak tu pergi berdiri betul2 belakang pintu dapur yang bukannya transparent tu. kang dah terantuk~ bukannye org sengaja nak kasi kepala dia sakit -_-" Allah Maha Mengetahui apa dalam hati ini kan Allah :)) , n when she threw that super harsh adjective at me (again, it's unmentionable, coz it's toooo... painful) afterwards, i just could not ignore it.
O Allah, please forgive me should i've exceeded my limits.
tulah Khadijah, dari mula lagi, suka sangat kesian kat orang;
pasal kesian lah kita terima dia tinggal dgn kita. psl kesian lah aku redha sebilik dgn dia, saat yg lain ramai "tak serasi" untuk sebilik dgn dia...
akhirnya rasa kesian tu memakan diri sendiri.
takpe. Mak selalu cakap, biar org buat kita, jgn kita buat org. kan Mak? =) sayangnya mak... org rindu sgt kat mak... Mak du'akan Khadijah kuat k Mak.
Mak, kalau nangis banyak2 boleh jadi buta tak Mak? >_<
.
.
n please, do give me the strength to face the upcoming weeks till i fly to Singapore.
n how do I thank u Allah for helping me survive the tough circumstances since the past few months... while trying to focus on my 17 subjects...
A Mujahidah must be strong.
in any circumstances.
coz she believes,
that Allah n Rasul are always with her.
always.
now go wipe ur tears!