7 Jumadal Uula 1436H

23 Rabi'ul Akhir 1436H

balancing; spiritual, mental, physical.

juggling. multi-tasking. prioritising. optimising. fulfiling. seeking. understanding. reflecting. repenting. improving. motivating. focusing.

And remembering to do all of the above.

#jaganiat.jagahati.jagaiman.

Allahul Musta'an.

P/S: lately, the khad tends to be lil bit more sensitive than ever. tears well up kinda unexpectedly. adoi :(
#KhadijahKeneKuat!

P.P.S: been intending to share here a verse of the Qur'an that touched me most, on a daily basis. as part of upgrading my personal ODOJ target. yaa Rabb..

Yesterday, came across a verse in Surah Muhammad, about the unbelievers يتمتعون ويأكلون كما تأكل الأنعام والنار مثوى لهم
>.<
n minutes before i came across that verse, i was literally contemplating whether or not to buy ice-cream at NTUC.

thus the stark realisation:

How long do i actually spend thinking & fantasizing about food???! :'(((
(Tak habis2! Sushi lah hape lah...)

makan utk hidup ke, hidup utk makan ya Khadijah??

11 Rabi'ul Akhir 1436H

A week of intense talaqqi with students...
(Yet, still too far to 'catch'. And Allah Knows Best)

Anisah Maha voiced her disappointment that I've yet to convey her the good news of passing on the Ijazah to another ukht. 4 years have passed... Yaa Rabb!
Indeed, I need that PUSH.

Semangat ini, perlu disemarakkan.
Diri ini, perlu bangkit.
Waktu ini, bagaimanakah disusun agar membolehkan talaqqi ('an ghaib) berjalan lebih kerap?

Diri ini, sampai bila bisa berIstiqamah dgn tetap???