was planning to write about my hectic day.
from home > as-Syafa'ah mosque > home (terlupa barang daa) > as-Syafa'ah >National Heart Centre (submit report + forms for supervisor to sign, etc.) > TP (to pass to lecturer all those forms n SIP logbook) > Home (where i'll have to continue marking hundreds of pages of exam papers).
was thinking of how tired i am... how many steps i must have taken... how many kilos i must have shed....
was thinking why i just can't stop thinking n wondering...
when i chanced upon this article in BM:
"Kepekaan terhadap ilmu muncul dr hati yg bersih.
bg org yg iri dan dengki, segala hal boleh menjd masalah bukan menjadi ilmu.
org yg mengambil mudah pun demikian. ilmu seolah-olah tertutup baginya krn enggan melakukan sesuatu dan segan.
apa lg org yg sombong, semua hal akn dianggapnya remeh atau kurang setaraf dgn dirinya sehingga tidak membuatnya tergerak.
sebenarnya apa yg sgt berbahaya bg kita ialah kotornya hati sehingga fikiran menjadi gelap drpd ilmu. bayangkan, segala hal yg seharusnya menjd ilmu, malah sebalinya menjd bencana. org2 yg miskin ilmu akhirnya kerap menghadapi stress.
mahu mendengarkan pendapat dan penjelasan org lain, mahu membaca buku yg ditulis org lain, atau mahu sejenak memperhatikan anak2 kte dan belajar drpd mrk?
beristighfarlah jika semua fenomena itu tidak dpt menjd ilmu, tetapi dianggap masalah pulak."
-by Aa Gym
i find it very eye (and mind-) opening. a reminder to myself n everyone out there who are facing difficulties n obstacles in life: they all are actually opportunities granted by ALLAH. opportunities for us to become more mature n wiser people insyaAllah :)so at the end of the day, instead of feeling grumpy n sad, i feel at peace (penat tu memanglah penat kan... ). rase tenang sgt. hamdan lillah!
