Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Post-Depressing Post (huh?)
:)
previous post will stay. was feeling down habes~ felt angry n disappointed with myself. need lotsa motivation. self-motivation tgh ade "technical problem" siket . n felt like i'm all alone....
so yeah, got veghee the emotional. heh. but i really meant it about the ambassador of Islam thingy. got to work on this. real hard.

"org yg beriman akan terasa ramai pabila dia keseorangan"
-still remember these words Huda. kirim salam sayang kte pada Majidah k? ;)

thanks to Wanee n Ridhwan for the tags. saw the blogpatrol ticking. more than 20 visits since the previous post. but only u two actually cared enough to leave some kind words. needless to say, i'm touched. baarakallaahu feekuma. to Ruqa, thx for the msg.

ok. got to continue with my research. have few books to read. target to complete my MP report before this Friday! (deadline is actually 29.11.06. ni kire trying very hard not to procastinate. =D)
yes u can do it Khadijah! believe in urself.

by this Friday: must submit SIP logbook, MP report n appraisal forms.

by Monday: finish marking all exam papers n students' report cards.

by next Thur: finish MP poster

next Tues n Friday : whole day Kids a.L.I.V.E workshops to attend. weE~

next Sun: meet-the -parents session @ as-Syafa'ah. haa! like real gitu dealing with parents sumer.
to Ridhwan (one of my p5 students. fyi, i'm the form teacher of p5) : jgn harap awk boleh 'lepas' gitu je after giving me such rubbish answers for ur Jawi paper eh. (u dun wanna know what he wrote). i'm gonna show it to ur parents. bluek. padan muke!
then there's a 2-hour Mandarin workshop compulsory for asatizah to attend. hehe. coOL~ n then there's a friend's walimah to attend! double weE~

Arabic class gonna resume (after 2 months break for Ramadhan n Syawal) this Saturday. n it so happened that there's Nur Ikhwan's Jalan Raya on that day. sayangnyeeee =(
pulak tu time clash with the slot they are supposed to come to my place. takkan nk cabut kan? merepek. couldn't attend the last 2 lessons due to my surgery n post-op 'pantang' -_-"

speaking of languages, i sadly realised that all my languages are deteriorating.

Arabic:
long time didn't revise n refresh, dah berkarat sgt gitu. my precious vocabs! what telah happen to u?? written tu rasenye ok kott. but spoken? fuh. few weeks back met Ustaz Musthofa Ghazali n his family on my way to SIP. (he used to be my Insyak ustadz. i LOVE Insyak! Insyak is Arabic composition btw. expression of the beautiful Arabic words a.k.a "ta'bir") .
had to converse in Arabic with him all the way from inside the train to the Health Promotion Board. stress gak, but yeah! that's the kind of pushing factor i like. sometimes, we'll perform best n learn the most under stringent, pressurised conditions :)

my spoken Arabic dah ibarat retak menanti belah (se-TEP peribahasa jap la kannn..hee). tak boleh jadi ni Khadijah. kene brush up, sental habes2an punyer~ ingat tak impian dan azam awk tu nak jadikan this Lughatul Qur'an the 1st language for ur children nanti? so u have to master it first k Khadijah :)

English:
ish. -_-" still weak in many aspects of the language. sampai ter-invent wordS sendiri. ceh.

Malay:
was conversing with my mates in Malay. ntah knp tersasul-sasul. "jugak-jugak", "lagi dekat?" (it was supposed to be "lagi jauh?"). merepek uh bebual. kesian Mushi penat ketawe rabak habes dengar bahasaku yg "tinggi2" belaka tu..
Kalau bahasa pasar + rojak tu saye mmg terror laa. heh.

ni tgh risau ni tau. 3 main languages berterabur, then nk bebual bhs ape kan? Hindi? ahaha. i only know the jiwang vocabs je (kih kih kih). French? nak buat klakar keper? dah berzaman tak revise. n the vocabs i know are very limited.

bottomline: go work on improving those 3 main languages. esp Arabic.

k dah. cukup. melebih pulak eh dier. gi buat MP!

;)
 
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