Couting days to The Safar.
Nervous, yet I Sabar.
Get it?
huhu.
Because there are so many things that I feel I need to do. An imaginative checklist (gotta pen them down asap khadijah!) that needs to be checked.
- clothes. The second round of getting everything ready in the luggage after the 1st round of trying to declutter and organise the wardrobe last week (am still contemplating whether or not to get myself a white jubah for Umrah. Hmm..)
Speaking of decluttering, the weak self just ordered some Imaan jubahs online l, courtesy of Kak Hawa who helped me out and ended up purchasing some jubah and shawls for herself as well. Huhu. Jubah 2 for RM150... which muslimaat find quite irresistible.
Kalau niatkan utk anaaqah (elegance) during special occasion, like maulid, family gatherings... boleh? Huhu...
- books. I need to read up on Umrah and its Adaab as much as I could.. including The Ziyarah to Rasulullah ﷺ, Baitulmaqdis, and contacting Anisah Iman al-Kull to benefit as much as I could from her insyaAllah... #recharge
- do'a! Loads. To help me abstain from worldly attractions (like Carousell), to help instill the sincere Longing, RINDU towards getting There. Baitullah ﷻ and Rasulullah ﷺ....
- i'm confused with myself on Khidmah. Am still trying to figure out how best I could to really Khidmah at home. Rajinkan diri. Lincah. It's complicated.
Yaa Rabb... maafkan daku :'((
