Last night till early this morning, the feeling of giving up is kinda strong.
Or perhaps it was just an 'i need a break' feeling.
Or i think it's just me being suddenly emotional...
Exhausted...
And weak.
Kenapa macam lemah sangat ni, Khadijah?? :'(
...
Right now, I'm at home. In fact I reached home slightly before 4:25pm i think.
Took the one-hour time off (but by the time i left school, it was almost 3:20pm. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal :'))
Getting home early is nice. After what felt like months of reaching home past 6pm~ (padahal baru early March eh).
But loads of work awaits there (in my mind just now, I was ticking an imaginary school-chores list). Even if I stay back late, the work just never ends.
In a way, it's good to know that your schedule is full....
Just that: is this what I'm prepared to do/face for upcoming years as well?
sampai bila agaknya khadijah boleh tahan ya.. :')
hmm. *torn*
btw, Huda suggested Joy EO to me last night. And so I began carouselling it. Quite pricey, but reading the blends involved, I'm tempted :p
Sampai nak guna essential oil segalaaa~
