مهما هبت رياح التغيير في العالم فالعاقبة للمتقين
came across this while reading my newsfeed. it was in one of the posts by Habib Umar ibn Hafiz -hafizahullah- 's FB page :')
...
the new Hijri year of 1434H just arrived a few hours ago. Allaaaaaah~ *speechless*
read the various new year messages at FB. contemplated over each one a bit, reflected upon myself... saying "ameen"... realising that merely wishing, hoping, n aspiring are not enough.
Do. Act. Start.
keep on doing Khadijah!
n try to istiqamah in doing the good things u've started.
husnuz zann biLLAH...
jaga hati.
self-discipline.
Fight ur nafs !
it really does feel a whole lot better expressing myself here compared to FB.
somehow.
oh! btw, my khad-safiy is now 7 years and 3 months old. how time flies terbang~ (tk nk cliché punye psl. hah!)
so much has happened. re-reading my posts (whoa... there are LOADS!), i mostly smiled n chuckled... Khadijah then, n Khadijah now: how much have I grown? how's my spiritual and mental "progress"?
different, yes. undoubtedly.
for the better? i hope so, yaaa Rabb...
altho deep down, I feel that I was better spiritually back then, during my final year in Syaam. how in the world did I manage to do those things I did??
with Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala's Help, Guidance n Taufiq of course.
but why do things seem n feel different now? e.g. why am I not as sensitive to music after 14 months since my return from Syaam, as I was during the first few weeks/months??
u've only urself to ask Khadijah. tanyalah hatimu... :'(((
Tomorrow's gotta be better than yesterday, Khadijah! n not vice versa! gotta get a grip of urself!
malulah Khadijah!
...
the past few days have seen me down with headaches. hope they were not migraine attacks. just headaches that appear occasionally, due to thinking overload.
being me, i can hardly stop thinking. over 1001 stuffs.
knowing me, I've to control those thoughts. when u think u've had enough, u've gotta pause or slow down, Khadijah.
simply focus on not to focus. (get it? i even have to consciously, constantly remind myself to stop thinking. stop concentrating. stop processing the info. oh well, i guess at times, it shouldn't be just a "pause", but a "stop".)
rest. hydrate urself. eat more frequent but smaller meals. eat more salty food.
n it's all in the mind, isn't it?
Khadijah has always been strong, with Allah's Grace and Mercy.
n so she'll be, with Allah's Will :')
may ALLAH Ta'ala be Pleased with me,
n may Rasulullah 'alaihis solatu wassalam n Sayyidah Khadijah Bint Khuwailid (sayang sgt!!!) radhiyallahu 'anha
be proud of me :'))
...
i'm already thinking of putting pictures to symbolize some of the things that i think will be of concern to me in the new year.
but nah. at least, not for now. me gotta rest.
Tomorrow's a holiday. hoping to fill the 1st Muharram 1434H with as much good activities as possible, biidznillah.
really hope to blog on my feelings on teaching-students-aljunied-subjects-curriculum-amanah-al-Qur'an...
but those have to wait....
sabr Khadijah, sabr ! *ngeeeee~*
came across this while reading my newsfeed. it was in one of the posts by Habib Umar ibn Hafiz -hafizahullah- 's FB page :')
...
the new Hijri year of 1434H just arrived a few hours ago. Allaaaaaah~ *speechless*
read the various new year messages at FB. contemplated over each one a bit, reflected upon myself... saying "ameen"... realising that merely wishing, hoping, n aspiring are not enough.
Do. Act. Start.
keep on doing Khadijah!
n try to istiqamah in doing the good things u've started.
husnuz zann biLLAH...
jaga hati.
self-discipline.
Fight ur nafs !
it really does feel a whole lot better expressing myself here compared to FB.
somehow.
oh! btw, my khad-safiy is now 7 years and 3 months old. how time
so much has happened. re-reading my posts (whoa... there are LOADS!), i mostly smiled n chuckled... Khadijah then, n Khadijah now: how much have I grown? how's my spiritual and mental "progress"?
different, yes. undoubtedly.
for the better? i hope so, yaaa Rabb...
altho deep down, I feel that I was better spiritually back then, during my final year in Syaam. how in the world did I manage to do those things I did??
with Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala's Help, Guidance n Taufiq of course.
but why do things seem n feel different now? e.g. why am I not as sensitive to music after 14 months since my return from Syaam, as I was during the first few weeks/months??
u've only urself to ask Khadijah. tanyalah hatimu... :'(((
Tomorrow's gotta be better than yesterday, Khadijah! n not vice versa! gotta get a grip of urself!
malulah Khadijah!
...
the past few days have seen me down with headaches. hope they were not migraine attacks. just headaches that appear occasionally, due to thinking overload.
being me, i can hardly stop thinking. over 1001 stuffs.
knowing me, I've to control those thoughts. when u think u've had enough, u've gotta pause or slow down, Khadijah.
simply focus on not to focus. (get it? i even have to consciously, constantly remind myself to stop thinking. stop concentrating. stop processing the info. oh well, i guess at times, it shouldn't be just a "pause", but a "stop".)
rest. hydrate urself. eat more frequent but smaller meals. eat more salty food.
n it's all in the mind, isn't it?
Khadijah has always been strong, with Allah's Grace and Mercy.
n so she'll be, with Allah's Will :')
may ALLAH Ta'ala be Pleased with me,
n may Rasulullah 'alaihis solatu wassalam n Sayyidah Khadijah Bint Khuwailid (sayang sgt!!!) radhiyallahu 'anha
be proud of me :'))
...
i'm already thinking of putting pictures to symbolize some of the things that i think will be of concern to me in the new year.
but nah. at least, not for now. me gotta rest.
Tomorrow's a holiday. hoping to fill the 1st Muharram 1434H with as much good activities as possible, biidznillah.
really hope to blog on my feelings on teaching-students-aljunied-subjects-curriculum-amanah-al-Qur'an...
but those have to wait....
sabr Khadijah, sabr ! *ngeeeee~*
